Well I had forgot I made this blog until I got my first follower. So well I know that someone may read these. LOL I would first like to apologize for how boring they are. So ya all the stuff I said about finally figuring myself out was total crap. I have come to the conclusion that I am a constant work of improvement. I will never be able to pin point one thing that I would like to do forever. I however can have a list of things that I would like to accomplish. My next journey is that I would like to write a book. BUT who would read that?? I am trying to figure if I should make it fiction or non-fiction. I know I am not a celebrity or person of great worldly importance, so maybe I should just make up characters that could be. I have however had a pretty hard, eventful life, well at least up until now. Now I am just a boring happy housewife and mother.  I will say that it is a lot easier to write about dark depressing moments of life, it’s hard to write about sunshine and rainbows, guess that could be a children’s book.

 I want to include a poem I wrote about ten years ago, I edited it just a few lines, I want it to be the intro to the book that I may one day write:

Toss and turn

Crash and burn

Live and learn

Cry and yearn


Swift and sweet

Carry my feet

Bring me to a place

With a warm bright face

Touch the stars in the sky

A place where I can longer cry

Too much sun and too bright

Too much love to feel fright

A place far away from here


Put the salt from my tears

Screams from my fears

Into the depths of the seas

Up unto the tallest of trees

Put the pain from my heart

Into splashes of art

To make life feel able

To write my story as a fable


I want to write a story to let people know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. When you spend your life digging yourself into a hole, that it is possible to make a new way out.

Now I will find a put some incredibly cute pictures up so that I can create more buzz. 🙂