There is nothing in this world that you can truly do anything about,
the only thing you can attempt to control is your own life.
But with that said, that is a false statement, you can not control your own life
nor can you control anyone else’s
We are all ants on God’s Planet
We are all His soldiers, His chess pieces
But this is also only if we allow this be true.
The only way you can remotely try to control your own destiny is if you give your heart to the Lord.
The only way you can possibly know for sure that your life will truly have meaning, is if you willingly give over control.
Give your heart and soul to God, the One, that could sacrifice his one and only flesh child,
for our insecurities, for our selfishness, and for our sin, for us to LIVE.

We can not live with regrets, we can live with life lessons
We can not live with sympathy, we can live with empathy
We can not live with selfishness, we can live with selflessness
We can not live for ourselves, we can live for others
We can not live with hate in our heart, we can live with love in our heart
We can not truly live with any darkness, We have to let the light in!

I am no preacher, no historian, not even a Sunday school teacher,
I am merely a person who has lived this.
I am a believer.
I am a Christian.

I have seen, and I am the living, before and after billboard.
I prefer the After! I prefer the life that I let God take the lead.
I am a weak human that can fall to my weaknesses, but with the Lord’s help I can be strong.

I am not writing this to try to “save” you. I am writing this to say that I am. If I can make one little difference to someone, somewhere, than maybe I have done something positive.
I am still searching for my path, for my purpose.
I have always enjoyed writing, I thought I had hit a brick wall on emotions, when my life started to come together.
Darkness was always easier to convey, but now that I am ridding myself of the darkness, I have found joy in sharing my positive thoughts.

Thank you for letting me share